i'm sorry.
i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry.

i'm sorry my life exploded. i'm sorry i've been gone for five, six months. i can only hope that i will be here fully now and that me being here now will make up for the time i've lost. i've been able to reestablish contact with some of you and i'm happy that i'm finally back. just as a warning, i'm not the same person i was over the tenure of last summer. i'm different, a lot different. i'm hoping this means that i can still write and entertain and maintain you all as friends, writers, and inspiration.

aforementioned, my life exploded. things are complicated. upon finally waltzing back in here a few days ago, i had nearly 6000 messages and luckily i've been able to comb that down to nearly 100. sadly this means a lot of deviations, journals, comments, faves, and etc etc etc were deleted. i'm sorry, i wish i could've read them all, but with my life being how it is and with the end of the semester approaching (high school students, let me hear it for standardized tests! no?) everything has just been crazy. i did however read all of the comments i received, and as for all of the wonderful favorites and 17 new watchers - THANK YOU AND WELCOME! i'm forcopeland, who and how are you?? C: (totally surprised, i maintained most of my watchers! sweet!) otherwise i'll try to read what i can and am looking forward to all of the other gems you all will be uploading.

i have other news as well: for a while i'm not going to be uploading. i'm just not in the position to right now, but i'll be up and back in business soon, i promise! i've written quite some gold since i've been gone and i can't wait to upload them, i'm hoping you can't wait to read them. i'm afraid to say that quite a sum of my gallery will be disappearing, so if you enjoy my writing then please grab what you can while you can. i myself will be printing out what gets deleted. i'm sorry for this.

also: junior year is awful. i'm sorry, juniors. can't wait till i'm a senior though!

also also: hit my 15000! i'm so happy!

but enough about me, tell me how you all are! leave me long comments at the end of this journal! i want to hear all about you and everything i've missed! please please please! love you all!


. forcopeland .